The First Time I ever Wished to be a .......

رأوني بعد عامين، ولشدة اندهاشي كان أول ما قالوا : " إيه دة ؟؟؟ انت اتنقبتي ؟؟؟ طب إمتى هتقلعيه بقة ؟؟ " ... كإن حاجة ثابتة إن الواحد لما يتنقب، لازم يجيله يوم ويقلعه !!! لأ، وكمان كل واحد قعد يقترح الوقت المناسب إني أقلعه فيه .... "أول ما تتخرجي عشان الناس تشوفك والعرسان تزيد " .... "لما تبدأي تدوري على شغل عشان الشركات مش بتقبل المنقبات" .... "لما تتخطبي عشان خطيبك يقدر يشوفك على طول وما يتخنقش" ..... "لما تخلفي عشان العيال مع النقاب بهدلة" .... ياااااه .... حيلكم حيلكم، هو أنا من إمتى بسمح لحد ياخد قرار بدالي ؟؟؟؟؟؟؟؟؟

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عند محاولة الحفاظ على ما لدي قالوا لي: " أنا أسف ، ما ينفعش للي أقل من واحد وعشرين سنة " !!!!!!!!!!

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Now I believe: ‎"A great marriage is not when the 'perfect couple' comes together. It is when an imperfect couple learns to enjoy their differences."

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Surely, this is true !! : "Life is like riding a bicycle. To keep your balance you must keep moving." -- Albert Einstein

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Do not worry about people from your past, there is a clear reason why they are not in your future … I simply remember nothing before the events of yesterday ... girls talk about things that happened last year in class but honestly, I learned to remember nothing and so I did !!

ألزهايمر ممكن أتحكم فيه بسهولة ... الحمد لله

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اقتنعت مؤخرا

To be successful with others, simply tell each person what he likes to hear even if u don’t mean it !!!

وفعلا بدأت أطبق والنتائج مذهلة !!!!ء

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The first time I deeply wished to be a doctor !!!

Her back is aching and so are her knees… I hope that she is better soon… She needed to go to the doctor and so I went with her … After the check up, the treatment started… I was so scared, I didn’t leave her not even for a second… Blood started flowing out of her body and tears out of my eyes… I couldn’t help but cry so much … I was watching the whole time and the scene was so painful that I felt like I was going to faint… With her so helpless and the doctor “doing his job!!”, but there was absolutely no time to faint , no, not now, I can’t leave her as I don’t trust doctors … I had to watch over her the whole time … I really wished I was a doctor..

The thing is that when one of them goes to the doctor for his bones, I wish I was a bone doctor so as to help him instead, at least ill take extra good care of them !! Also , if they needed a gynecologist, an ophthalmologist, an ear nose and throat doctor or whatever, it always is the same case: I just cry and keep on hoping I was a doctor of the type they need although I hate medicine (despite the fact that my sister is a great doctor masha2a Allah) … But how would it be possible to be all types of doctors at once ??!!!

I just woke up on the reality that I am a computer Engineer, so no place for me in this whole situation except my prayers and my useless tears … Maybe I’ll use my field to help in hospitals somehow, maybe a device, program, whatever as long as this thing will help all types of doctors… It just has to be very accurate and bug-free as lives of people would depend on it … Maybe I will be helpful one day, who knows ???